Category Archives: Nathaniel Elyot – C1

Other People’s Asses

Somehow I thought I would get staked or something. None of the like happened. Yet there are so many implications to this that my head is spinning. And I’m not sure just who the old man hurt more.

1st Draft

This is the final word and will of Lord Nathaniel Elyot, 13th Viscount of Braybrook. I know that I will not do justice to anyone mentioned here, yet I dare hope for the charity of their blessing to at least hear them. So that you may go on and I have a chance to rest […]

Titanic, revised

I can’t protect him. And with any bad luck, I can’t protect the other one either. That is the main lesson from last night.

Bite me

Much reason to feel elated. Just as much to feel depressed. My head is an insane mixture of both. And I don’t know just how far my sanity is going to last me. Doesn’t keep me from clinging to it as best I can. People sure are making that hard on me though.

Gone with the Wind

First there was this unshakeable feeling of being worn out. Tiredness. No matter how much rest you get, you still feel beaten. Now there’s the hunger. And no matter just how many girls I have, I still feel that nagging sensation in the pit of my stomach, quite unable to sate the hunger.

Armageddon

So this is it. I said what I had to say. And, as always, neither of them is listening. They say I’m missjudging the situation. AGain. That I mean well, but that what I suggest isn’t the right way.

St. Paddy’s

I have never been so worried and scared any time before in my life. There is nothing worse than seeing someone enter a rather foolish fight, just for the sake of saving face and honor. And for what. Pride! It all boils down to pride.

Wanting

A short night. Yet by no means any less odd than the past two weeks.

The long Road to Hell

No matter what I do, I can’t get my brain and my heart to be on the same level right now. More and more often I find myself in some sort of dead-lock. And more easily distracted. Plus, acting all the time is very, very hard…

Devaluation